2. ever this never ending cycle end!?

posted on: 13-07-2026

What kind of a feeling is this?! To be hanging to oneself, no deep friendships, no relationship, not a solid career plan and just to exist and get existentially depressed. Laziness, inability to think through, burnouts, mindfucks, crashes sound like a common thing, but to be spiralled around these for a series of years isn't just concerning but kind of creeping me thinking into being like this for the rest of my life. The empty I am outside is not me from my inside. Inside i am more. The feeling of this Misalignment in life without the wave of romance and relationships, brotherhood and meaningful friendships in the 20s is a pretty heavy weight to carry until something breaksthrough. Until then the mourning continues for an imagined life.

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